"Oh, darling it's so sweet that you think you know how crazy I am."
Always keep them at arms length. I will never be taken advantage of again.
I'm sick. I'm tired. head vs. heart. We fight in the trenches.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
the truth just sounds different
I never would have guessed that living with three other people would be so lonely. This month has been a tough one for me. I can't make a fist with the people I can depend on. Incredible talks with (real) friends have me thinking about social contracts and the last time I was this honest. Transgressions traded. I love learning about the darkest parts of people-it's my fetish for confession.
Finally finished The Neverending Story. Spent some time in the park with Bright Shiny Morning after work. Picking my way through Remnants. Bouncing in my seat waiting for Deathbeds. I'm afraid it's going to be a new favorite.
Humming along to the new As Tall As Lions and Third Eye Blind albums, The Arcade Fire, Brand New, Desaparecidos, and The Decemberists.
I have no idea what I'm doing but at least I'm not stopping. Always looking for those reminders that it's possible to live like this.
Goodnight moon.
Finally finished The Neverending Story. Spent some time in the park with Bright Shiny Morning after work. Picking my way through Remnants. Bouncing in my seat waiting for Deathbeds. I'm afraid it's going to be a new favorite.
Humming along to the new As Tall As Lions and Third Eye Blind albums, The Arcade Fire, Brand New, Desaparecidos, and The Decemberists.
I have no idea what I'm doing but at least I'm not stopping. Always looking for those reminders that it's possible to live like this.
Goodnight moon.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
"I just can't handle it"
The only things that are holding me together right now: Nikki and the new Radiohead song.
I spoil all my secret hiding (whining) spots. Too bad I prefer the click of the keys to the scratch of a pen.
I spoil all my secret hiding (whining) spots. Too bad I prefer the click of the keys to the scratch of a pen.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
"We never are what we intend or invent."
Quick life update via Starbucks internet.
Love the new apartment, learning to live with the new roommates. Wicker Park is just as awesome as I was afraid it would be. The new job is great so far. A bigger paycheck and no orange visor are just a few of the perks. I'm Fletcher's foster mom and that's filling the furry hole in my heart. If I made movies they would look like the performance parts of the new Jack's Mannequin video, "Swim". Swoon. Saw the Decemberists at the Metro last week and officially started my poster collection. Double swoon. Current soundtrack to my life: Brand New's "At the Bottom".
I've got a new name to whisper to my pillow before I lose the battle for consciousness. And the record skips.
Love the new apartment, learning to live with the new roommates. Wicker Park is just as awesome as I was afraid it would be. The new job is great so far. A bigger paycheck and no orange visor are just a few of the perks. I'm Fletcher's foster mom and that's filling the furry hole in my heart. If I made movies they would look like the performance parts of the new Jack's Mannequin video, "Swim". Swoon. Saw the Decemberists at the Metro last week and officially started my poster collection. Double swoon. Current soundtrack to my life: Brand New's "At the Bottom".
I've got a new name to whisper to my pillow before I lose the battle for consciousness. And the record skips.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
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