Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
return to sender
Things change with age. I've been thinking a lot lately about the evolution of my reactions to situations in my life. 23 has been a good year for me. I finally feel like I'm getting to know myself.
That saying about girls and boys and sex and love couldn't be more true. I've always been a giver. I admire people who aren't afraid to say what they're feeling, who are brave enough to ask for what they need. The waiting game is one that we'll never win. I'm a product of fairy tales and the womens' movement. I want the best of both worlds and I feel guilt from both sides.
Let's hide out under the covers. Everything matters less with my face against your neck.
That saying about girls and boys and sex and love couldn't be more true. I've always been a giver. I admire people who aren't afraid to say what they're feeling, who are brave enough to ask for what they need. The waiting game is one that we'll never win. I'm a product of fairy tales and the womens' movement. I want the best of both worlds and I feel guilt from both sides.
Let's hide out under the covers. Everything matters less with my face against your neck.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
I am not afraid of what it takes to glue you to my side.
These days are strange. Reflection. Rumination. Do you ever wonder what you would do with your time if you DID figure it all out?
You win some and you lose some. What do you want? I don't want to choose anymore. Door number 1 or number 2? The lady or the tiger? I always pick the closet, but hope that we can live there happily ever after.
That feeling that will not be named has me on the defensive. I'm painting you as the villain, but the allowance for the intelligence and foresight that this fictitious plot would require is granted begrudgingly. I've been known to fight dirty.
I like the way this makes my head feel.
You win some and you lose some. What do you want? I don't want to choose anymore. Door number 1 or number 2? The lady or the tiger? I always pick the closet, but hope that we can live there happily ever after.
That feeling that will not be named has me on the defensive. I'm painting you as the villain, but the allowance for the intelligence and foresight that this fictitious plot would require is granted begrudgingly. I've been known to fight dirty.
I like the way this makes my head feel.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
shut-eye
This weekend was amazing, I'm ashamed that I let the actions of a few overshadow all of the fun that was had.
To you: Thank you for helping me forget it for a few hours.
To you: Thank you for helping me forget it for a few hours.
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