Exposure

I've always loved the way a camera catches light. Like the way I want to capture you and be a reflection of all of your best parts. Lately I go to bed early and sleep for what seems like days. I stress about money and hate myself for it. Do you remember that night we spent sitting on the hood of my car talking about how we would never repeat our parents' mistakes? Being broke wears you down. They don't tell you that in art school. I spend late nights and lonely afternoons reading blue text on a white screen but I'm not at that point yet. No, this is a safe life. I can do lonely, it's my role.

You know I'm no good at losing things.

Dear You,
I meant every word.

lost and safe

Listening to The Books and thinking about how badly I need to be anywhere but here. I honestly believe that there are so many normal things in life that are just never going to happen for me. It's hard to decide what to do about that sometimes. What is the easiest way to make it all stop?