Monday, August 24, 2009

the truth just sounds different

I never would have guessed that living with three other people would be so lonely. This month has been a tough one for me. I can't make a fist with the people I can depend on. Incredible talks with (real) friends have me thinking about social contracts and the last time I was this honest. Transgressions traded. I love learning about the darkest parts of people-it's my fetish for confession.

Finally finished The Neverending Story. Spent some time in the park with Bright Shiny Morning after work. Picking my way through Remnants. Bouncing in my seat waiting for Deathbeds. I'm afraid it's going to be a new favorite.

Humming along to the new As Tall As Lions and Third Eye Blind albums, The Arcade Fire, Brand New, Desaparecidos, and The Decemberists.

I have no idea what I'm doing but at least I'm not stopping. Always looking for those reminders that it's possible to live like this.

Goodnight moon.