It's time for you to choose, me or the drugs.

I really need to get myself back together.

Why do I continually let people walk all over me? I'm making the same mistakes over and over and it's just wasted time. Wasted experiences. Wasted effort. With someone who is on the path to being a waste of a person. I don't get how someone can change so drastically so quickly. Am I that stupid that I'm duped by pathetic, insincere declarations of affection? I can't even flesh out my thoughts right now. Mercifully, I'm about to pass out.

I hate that I can't fight without feeling guilty. I can't remember the last time I was this stressed. I'm ready to snap at the smallest provocation.

Once again, you're doing it all wrong.

For all of my shortcomings, I know that this wasn't any fault of mine.

You made it on my list too, you know. People who have let me down.