Always wanting what I'm too scared to ask for. Curled up on a freezing cold bus for a 6 hour trip in the wrong direction. I should be sleeping but I can't let this rest. Do you ever wonder if you'll ever be better than "good enough"? I want to be the one that you can't get out of your head. I will never ask for anything again. Throw away my whole life. Wave goodbye to my best friends and the city that saved me. Let me sleep beside you. 

"Even the suburbs would be okay with you beneath my sheets."

This is it.