Are there words stronger than "fuck you"? Take some responsibility.
I can't believe that this is what I've been reduced to. I was stupid to ever trust you.
I build things up in my head to be infinitely better than they ever were or could have been. All I want is for my brain to be quiet and my stomach to stop twisting. It's tempting to just give in. I have to keep my constant mantra: that which doesn't kill me will only make me stronger. I was due for a little tough love from myself. Keeping my phone within reach is as reckless as smoking while pumping gas. I would set you on fire if I knew I'd get out alive. Someone remind me that you're not worth the effort. Someone save me from myself.
