Tuesday, May 5, 2009

scraped knees

I can't be good all the time.
Lately it's been tough being good at all.

Sometimes I want to say or do or know something so badly that it makes me uneasy. I want it so intensely that it makes me afraid to get it. This is the opposite of a goal. It's a shameful addiction.
I've been lazy. I've let hate and frustration and jealousy overpower the love in my life and that's not the person that I want to be. I made a commitment to myself not to succumb to the weight of the world.

Time to let go of this negativity that's been clouding my head and heart for the past few months. It's time to find my center again.