I spent the train ride home crying because I was thinking about how if something happened to me I wouldn’t have anyone to call but my mom. Got off at my stop and made it down a few steps when I saw that the spiders were blocking safe passage. I turned around to go back up and a guy behind me startled me. He offered to go first and we crouched down and ran down the stairs. Just as he was about to go through the turnstile a spider was right in his face and we started cracking up.

It felt weird to laugh. It felt worse not feeling like I can tell you.